I have located the written documents of my life and forwarded my transcripts to the next University that will assist me in my educational success.........I have decided on 2 or 3 titles-"My Life as an Open Book---Lessons From Mom---What Did I tell You?"
Why did a man whom as been married more than twice write a book telling US women how to get a man. Apparently, none of the women he was involved in was able to keep him. Why is it so easy for US to listen to men---because we always want one?
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
RANDOM
I was just thinking how much I have and have not grown---I sometimes dream in skinny and then I wake up as I am. Help me help myself---it's sometimes becomes very hurtful that the persons you love the most use me up and spin me around until I feel as though I have nothing left. Then when there is something else to be done--I muster up the strength to give just a little bit more.
As, I sit here thinking about what I have to done to get myself work completed documented and file---I feel at a lost. I will begin with small goals to be able to complete larger ones. I can't commit to a diet or a routine that resembles a diet or a exercise plan. Why I just take a pill to get the belly right and the but tight. The parent in me and the counselor I'm paid to be is easily annoyed and extremely tired of the requests to do and to be. This RANDOM I will be organizing my plan to write and publish my book to my ungrateful DAUGHTERS
As, I sit here thinking about what I have to done to get myself work completed documented and file---I feel at a lost. I will begin with small goals to be able to complete larger ones. I can't commit to a diet or a routine that resembles a diet or a exercise plan. Why I just take a pill to get the belly right and the but tight. The parent in me and the counselor I'm paid to be is easily annoyed and extremely tired of the requests to do and to be. This RANDOM I will be organizing my plan to write and publish my book to my ungrateful DAUGHTERS
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Unfinsihed Business
I always have great ideas---and I start strong with a plan----and then I’m derailed---my man (at the time), my attitude, my job (not career) AND always my children. Well people I have decided to practice what I preach to my clients and random youth at the store or serving me at an eatery---GO TO SCHOOL---take a class. I have started and am almost shame to say 2 different MASTERS programs. Well Monday no Tuesday I will start turning in the paperwork to start the 3rd and the last MASTERS with Liberty University in Counseling---complete it alone with my LCP supervision hours consisting of 4000. OMG, YOL, and LOL I got it. I will not allow myself to get anymore lazy then I already am.
One day I was sitting in training and the counselors were tasked to assist with diagnosing a client---and heck I thought they were talking about me---that’s because I think everything is about me. The fact, my oldest adult daughter will be having a daughter herself and once again people I thought it was about me. I was Angry because how all my hard work was in vain—because like a wise younger friend of mine advised me during my break from yelling and cursing the world---It’s her life and she’s an adult. Blah Blah. She doesn’t have a plan………
Let’s see I have had several plans and many were incomplete. I have started about 2.5 books, 3 strap books for each daughter, 2 masters programs, several jobs, online magazine, blogger, bike club, social club, non-for-profit/for profit agency and 3 marriages. I have been pregnant a few times but only completed 3 so I’m saying that to say WTF, is wrong with me. Well my people I am about to get it popping and complete something. Today I finally completed uploading my second wedding photos to lulu.com and it appeared to me that I could start and complete a small book to my 3 completed children about my life and lessons I want to teach them to be able to refer to after I leaving this old world.
First thing first place the pictures I want in the book: with me, with their dads, and just of them and maybe some family pictures with my mother and Madea of course. I realize I do well with writing bullshit about other people lives let’s see what I come up with about mine. I have some things written down---but once again I can’t remember where those notes are located.
Second, I will create an outline and organize what I WANT Them to learn from their mother. Once I had started a written version and it was a little too graphic and I had to stop but this world we live in today is graphic and the world I lived in was none to nice. I think I will do a little each week with the writing parts and work on the pictures last and upload it to lulu.com and print three copies and present THEM with the completed books NOW no need to wait until the younger ones turn 18 because the oldest will tell. I’m not so sure about the sexual parts of me they need to know---but I’m sure it will be a little more than they ever wanted to know about MOM.
One day I was sitting in training and the counselors were tasked to assist with diagnosing a client---and heck I thought they were talking about me---that’s because I think everything is about me. The fact, my oldest adult daughter will be having a daughter herself and once again people I thought it was about me. I was Angry because how all my hard work was in vain—because like a wise younger friend of mine advised me during my break from yelling and cursing the world---It’s her life and she’s an adult. Blah Blah. She doesn’t have a plan………
Let’s see I have had several plans and many were incomplete. I have started about 2.5 books, 3 strap books for each daughter, 2 masters programs, several jobs, online magazine, blogger, bike club, social club, non-for-profit/for profit agency and 3 marriages. I have been pregnant a few times but only completed 3 so I’m saying that to say WTF, is wrong with me. Well my people I am about to get it popping and complete something. Today I finally completed uploading my second wedding photos to lulu.com and it appeared to me that I could start and complete a small book to my 3 completed children about my life and lessons I want to teach them to be able to refer to after I leaving this old world.
First thing first place the pictures I want in the book: with me, with their dads, and just of them and maybe some family pictures with my mother and Madea of course. I realize I do well with writing bullshit about other people lives let’s see what I come up with about mine. I have some things written down---but once again I can’t remember where those notes are located.
Second, I will create an outline and organize what I WANT Them to learn from their mother. Once I had started a written version and it was a little too graphic and I had to stop but this world we live in today is graphic and the world I lived in was none to nice. I think I will do a little each week with the writing parts and work on the pictures last and upload it to lulu.com and print three copies and present THEM with the completed books NOW no need to wait until the younger ones turn 18 because the oldest will tell. I’m not so sure about the sexual parts of me they need to know---but I’m sure it will be a little more than they ever wanted to know about MOM.
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